Hurting

I noticed that my ex (that feels strange to say) girlfriend had posted a new blog entry over on her MySpace page. I read it.

Now I want to cry.

I've been hurt worse than I have ever been hurt in my life. And I was the indirect cause of it.

I hurt the woman I loved more than she's been hurt before.
I never wanted to hurt her.

Was she wanting things too fast, or was I wanting them too slow? I don't know. I didn't want to marry her until I could support her, which meant graduating from college first.

I don't know what to say now. Ok, I do know one thing to say.

I still love her.